Saturday, October 30, 2010

Reality is HUGE!

but... IMAGINATION is infinity.
There will always be an idea, a thought, a memory, a light bulb.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Hot Dawg.

how adorable right? nom nom nom nom. [=

Take each day one step at a time.

enjoy it, and then move on..... Otherwise, you may trip or miss out.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Uni-Form day at Uni.

After little planning from Suit-UP day. We decided to make a uniform day, in which nearly everyone of the group participated, which made it as L-E-G-E-N-D-A-R-Y as it was. 
Check out the class photo. How could would it be, if we all went to the same high school? right? haha. Oh and i am wearing Kim's dress btw. 
I love this photo. This was after the human pyramid, i just walked off with June on my shoulders and went to get some Sunkist haha. 
What made the day even more better was, the bbq. two bbq's happened that day, the pharmacy one and the uni-life bbq. There were free lunch, games and fruit! haha. Kim beat me in connect 4, four times in a row. haha. Dam she's good. [=

Uniform day was funtastic! haha

Suit-UP! day.

so the day was a Wendesday, which marked the international suit up day, in memory if Barney Stinson (from how i met your mother)
The stalking. (we had to role play gay couples, i have no idea why).
 And the proposal. I've never done anything so gay in my entire life. Should check out the footage on Elysias Tumblr. i dont know the link to it unfortunately haha. 
A super nice photo of June, this shot totally captured the natural beauty haha. She deny's it, but i know she likes the photo haha ;)

Was a super fantastic day. The previous night, at 2am, after my DOTA game, i decide to pop on msn, and Zhen instantly messages me to Suit-UP! and so i agreed. Worrying he would bail on me, i decided to rock up in school uniform, and shoving my suit inside my bag. On the bus to town, i get a call from elysia telling me to go into the botanics becuase they want to do a photoshoot. 

What they didnt tell me was, it was a Gay photoshoot. But never-the-less it was fun. We got to do some acting, found some ducks, had a awesome director, and best of all, got to do it all with good friends. 

And so the day followed on slowly, which then lead to the idea of having uniform day. 

Happy Birthday Zoo Girl. [=

So yesterday marked the birthday of my dear friend Zoe. 
Okay, so i dont have any photoes of me and Zoe. But i've also know her for a short while, for about 3 years, slightly longer than Phoebe. And i just thought i'd share some memories and thoughts here. She was one of my favorite people to talk to, but i havnt spoken to her properly since. life happened haha. 

But, it was her that got me to give church a go. And because of that, my life has transcended into the me i am today haha. That can only be good or bad haha. But i am very content with where i am today, and a large proportion of it is because of Zoe. 

I remember when we use to chat for like 8+ hours a day. And she was always there for me to talk to. now thats a wonderful friend. 

i was blessed, and because of her i found God. i dont know if you still read my blog Zoe, but i owe you a huge thanks and you probably dont know how much you helped me out at the time. But you did, and i will always be grateful [= 

Thanks so much, and hope you had a super fantasticly blessed birthday [= 

My favourite Pigeon

Happy birthday Phoebe [= 
I've know her for a short time, maybe 2-3 years, and i have never heard her complain about anything, your one of the most positive people i know [= 

Hope you had a super fantastic one [= 

Me and my most favorite nemesis. Got to catch up with her at phoebes, i only get to see her once in a full moon. And i must say, she reminds me of how jerky i've gotten haha. It began with her, my transition from being nice to a jerk, i'm not blaming her, i'm just saying, she made it fun. haha [=

And so, came the King of Jerks.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Mirror symbol:

The mirror reflects emotions of the past. It could very well be possible that this week you will meet an old lover or friend for whom you had warm feelings.

Torn in between two.

I feel like I've been ripped into two parts where one side wants this and the other wants that. And i think that you should let it burn. When your feelings ain't the same and your body don't want to (was listening to burn - Usher, at the time) haha
Sometimes i know what i want, other times i don't. If only i wasn't so sure about myself. This uncertainty has been making me rather not myself. So many times i've convinced myself to let it burn. But it always remains the same, the more i try not to think about it. I guess it cant be helped until the candle burns out right? Maybe i wont let it, maybe i will. Not even i know what i'm capable of doing based on the past. 

I hope i make the right call, because if i let this candle burn out, it will most likely be a regrettable one. I don't think i have it in me to make another naive decision.

Oh it's what you do to me.

Dear Diary:

I've become someone new again. I don't remember who i was, what i was doing, and have been sidetracked with my purpose. I think i'm at the human level (because i like to think i'm not human) haha 
The level where we feel things that we think are real. We do things because we are afraid. And we over think small situations. God, i think i'm gonna need your help with this one. My hearts skipping beats.  

Sunday, October 17, 2010

No more denial.

I'm not gonna lie to myself anymore. I'm pretty sure i like someone right now. haha [=
Liking someone is always messy. But nothing is ever clean before it's messy.