Thursday, April 14, 2011

"Everybody walks by without having the intention to stay, but really, we're just looking for the slightest reason to stay"

 Thanks to those who have given me a reason, to stay. [=
Thinks to myself* There really are some amazing people in the world. 

i wish i was more helpful to the needy. 

Happy Birthday Pan [=

"make visible what, without you, might perhaps, never have been seen"
I have never stopped to think about how thankful i am to myself. I have always thanked others, thanked God, and tried to be grateful, and appreciate. And now that I've finally thought about it. 

I am thankful. [=

But to be honest, there has always been something, that i could never quite get my hands around, something that makes me upset with myself. I don't know what it is, but i think one day, i will find out. 

I'm different somehow. 


Sometimes we just don't quite understand ourselves. We're surrounded by uncertainty. 

Is this the right choice?
Who am i?
What is my purpose in life?
Why am i alone?
Is there a God?
Do i like her?
What do i want to be?

So many questions and so little answers. Everyone has their own path, but one way or another, we will face these questions one day. How do we answer it? 

Well we reflect. Everything we've done, will lead to that moment. And how we reflect on those moments, will determine our path. It's a cycle.

Sigh* well i'm back at whatever stage this cycle is. But i've been feeling alot of uncertainty lately. And i'm in a bit of a pickle haha.