Forever.

I haven't felt this aching pain for a long while. It's that feeling where you feel like your about to lose something important. Despite how strongly and firmly you hold onto it, there's not much you can do. You just have to wait it out and hope for the best.

How do you tell someone you want to spend the rest of your days with them and hope that they believe you. You can't, you just have to take their word for it. And that's the hardest thing about making life-changing decisions, you can only take their word for it. Or you could go with your instincts and do whatever the heck makes you happy.

Tough times are coming, and high tides, things are looking ugly, but the thought of having you near is all i need. Knowing that you value me as much as i value you helps me stay strong. I haven't felt this vulnerable for so long. I haven't wanted anything this much, and i haven't felt this strongly about anyone before.

How can i let the most valuable thing i hold go? I could never. How could i let go of love? I won't.

Can't think of a inspiring way to end this blog, too much on my mind, i'll think of something next time maybe haha. 

What you mean to me.

To me, you are the reason i stay up so late at night, you keep me up, your the reason i wake up in the morning, the reason i go to uni. There's not a minute that goes by without you in a thought. You're the first thought to my morning, and the last thought to my night. 

You are now my happiness, my love, and my life. 

I've always had that simple thought, where searching for your soul-mate was the most important thing because, once you found them, everything would be easy, and it would all fall into place. But what i've realised is that, that is only the first step to happiness. 

Everything changes, and things get in your way, but at the end of the day, she's all you want to see. You come across obstacles which could make or break your relationship, but the key to getting pass it is by going through it together not by yourself. Because trying to get pass it by yourself is what single people do. 

Loving you is the best thing i've done. You're the kind of person i want to wake up with by my side, the kind of person i'd make breakfast and coffee for. The kind of person i'd travel the world with, the kind of person i'd take to church on a Sunday morning and the kind of person i'd grow old with. 

Tell me i'm naive, but i know what i want, and it's you.

And if that ain't love then i don't know what love is. Perhaps you could teach me? (: