2012

Happy belated new years blog people haha. 

So what did i get up to on new years? Well i finally had the chance to follow tradition, i had my new years kiss right after the count down with my beautiful girlfriend. (: 

We met up 30minutes before the count down, and watched some fireworks outside her house whilst radio in the car was doing the countdown. I gotta admit it was pretty exciting, it was a very memorable experience. haha. 

Anyway, Happy new years folks and hope you all got to spend it with your loved one too. I know i was  privileged enough to spend it with the girl of my dreams on this very special day. 

2012 is looking good so far. (:

Forever.

I haven't felt this aching pain for a long while. It's that feeling where you feel like your about to lose something important. Despite how strongly and firmly you hold onto it, there's not much you can do. You just have to wait it out and hope for the best.

How do you tell someone you want to spend the rest of your days with them and hope that they believe you. You can't, you just have to take their word for it. And that's the hardest thing about making life-changing decisions, you can only take their word for it. Or you could go with your instincts and do whatever the heck makes you happy.

Tough times are coming, and high tides, things are looking ugly, but the thought of having you near is all i need. Knowing that you value me as much as i value you helps me stay strong. I haven't felt this vulnerable for so long. I haven't wanted anything this much, and i haven't felt this strongly about anyone before.

How can i let the most valuable thing i hold go? I could never. How could i let go of love? I won't.

Can't think of a inspiring way to end this blog, too much on my mind, i'll think of something next time maybe haha. 

What you mean to me.

To me, you are the reason i stay up so late at night, you keep me up, your the reason i wake up in the morning, the reason i go to uni. There's not a minute that goes by without you in a thought. You're the first thought to my morning, and the last thought to my night. 

You are now my happiness, my love, and my life. 

I've always had that simple thought, where searching for your soul-mate was the most important thing because, once you found them, everything would be easy, and it would all fall into place. But what i've realised is that, that is only the first step to happiness. 

Everything changes, and things get in your way, but at the end of the day, she's all you want to see. You come across obstacles which could make or break your relationship, but the key to getting pass it is by going through it together not by yourself. Because trying to get pass it by yourself is what single people do. 

Loving you is the best thing i've done. You're the kind of person i want to wake up with by my side, the kind of person i'd make breakfast and coffee for. The kind of person i'd travel the world with, the kind of person i'd take to church on a Sunday morning and the kind of person i'd grow old with. 

Tell me i'm naive, but i know what i want, and it's you.

And if that ain't love then i don't know what love is. Perhaps you could teach me? (:

Love is but a wonderful thing.

What is love? i don't know, but love for me is in the form of you.

I know that love makes you vulnerable. But what doesn't put you at risk, is simply not worth the risk.

Time is our most precious value because what is passed cannot be undone. I will always make time for you. You will always be worth my time.

cus, every minutes like an hour, every hours like a day, every day last forever, but what else am i gonna do? i'll wait forever and a day for you.

Penguin love.

You could say i love you like a penguin.

Love works in many ways. I have always had doubt in the past with past relationships. But with you, i have no doubts, but many certainty's. I have security and i have confidence that we will see each other through. Love provides many challenges, none that i will dare walk away from. The only path i will walk, is a path with you. 

I love the way you smile, the way you smirk, the way you look at me, your silly jokes and clever remarks. I love the way you laugh, the way you kiss me, and the way your smell lingers on me. You are kind, you are sensible, you are faithful, and you are loving and beautiful.

If i was a penguin, you'd be that penguin for me. (: 

i want to... 3#

Take you out into the beautiful world and visit cities and beautiful landscapes.

we could walk slowly under the city lights and they would shine for us. But our love would be the brightest of them all.

 We could lay under the autumn tree's and watch the world move on without us. The leave's would fall slowly but time would still pass by too fast when i'm with you. 

I only want you.

I don't want nobody else loving you.

and i don't want nobody else loving me. This is our selfish love. All i want is you. All that i am is yours, and your's alone. 

Lucky.

I think i'm pretty lucky to have such an amazing/wonderful girlfriend. (:

If this ain't love, then i don't know what love is.

I am truly lucky to have you as my girlfriend, i must have done something right. (:

If you're a bird, then I'm a bird.

If you're a duck, then i'm a duck.

I want to be where you are. And i certainly want to be with you always. Our elements are opposites, fire and water, but that's what love is, unexplainable. 

You complement me well. I love how you are very open, honest, and enthusiastic about us. We've got a beautiful future ahead. (:

Love is in the air.

September 7th, or 12 whichever date means most to you is our date. 

We've already created many life long and precious memories I'd like to keep with me forever. You make happiness seem so easy to find. I appreciate the time we have, and I cherish every minute we spend together. You make every moment special, and you make me feel special. 

It seem's like i don't have to do much to be happy, because just being around you makes me happy. 

I am truly, madly, and deeply in love with you. 

I want to... 2#

I want to wake up every morning with you besides me. 

I'd watch you sleep peacefully and brush your hair off your face. Because I'd want to keep my most precious possession close to me always. You'll be the first sunshine to my day, everyday. 

Something new?

I've been thinking about trying something new. Something i wouldn't otherwise dare to do.

I've been thinking about trying a side cut, or a under cut, which ever one you prefer to call it. But i don't think my hair is long enough. I'm not very good looking with long hair haha. 

Anyway the reason for this sudden change is because i feel like this year is a year for changes, re-adjustment. So i'm either getting this done today, or saturday Morning :)