Whats wrong?

Something doesn't feel right.

I feel a little confused. Insecure, i don't know why. But i guess the best thing to do is to stop thinking. Maybe it's because i spent a beautiful day sitting on a chair. Maybe it's because i feel alone. 

I guess this is the feeling when you are devoid of love. Won't you give me strength and hold me in your embrace, i wish i was a better angel. I wish you were proud of me as a father is of his son. I need to do a righteous deed, one out of love, and not sympathy.

"As a child is fed and provided" now is the time for me to grow up and find my own deeds. Where will it take me?