Shades of Grey.

You know that feeling? the one you feel, but don't ever do anything about? The one that aches, and spreads like wildfire? The one that covers your eyes in shades of grey? 

You know what i'm talking about. 

Superman isn't suppose to feel emotional right? I'm not sure why, but recently I've been feeling really vulnerable, it's like the weight of the world is on my shoulders, and the longer i hold it up, the more collateral damage i take. 

I like to think that everyone has someone around them, that suppresses their true feelings. That makes them forget for a moment, that they're tied down. I'll admit this here, and i hope she doesn't read my blog, because it's gonna be a pain in the ass to admit it. But i think mine is Kim. 

Everyone should have someone to talk to about life in general. Right now, mine is Clara, for some reason, we're very similar. And usually this person changes, or varies depending on the circumstance. But regardless, whats important is that, at some point in your life, you have to let your own guard down, you have to open up, take the risk, and trust that your friend will understand. 

Life was never meant to be dealt with alone. It was meant to be shared. Maybe i'll be-able to open up again.