My heart is not pure.

I'm a good person, i am. what makes a good person good?

I'm nice, caring, thoughtful and considerate. Some would say i have a good heart.

But inside, im pretty selfish and full of secrets. I have hatred, i have regrets, i have pain i want to inflict upon those who've hurt me.

I'm as shallow as i am good.

So what does that make me?

Human.

And the thing is, im not the typical guy. I'm better than alot of em.

My gift to those who've hurt me is regret.

Happy.

So recently i had a dream about my primary school friends Skye and Brooke, also known as the twins. It reminded me about their friendship. They were the only people i looked foward to seeing, basicly they were my motivation to go to school.

And the dream made me think, i need friends like them in my life, so i immediatly went onto facebook to try and find them. Unfortuantely luck wasnt on my side. But that didnt stop me, i knew i dreampt about them for a reason. And 2 days after the dream, i happened to bump into Brooke at UniSA.

Just seeing her, makes me happy that she is still the same person, polite, social, and just the way i remember her as. Like just so happy they turned out to be good people. I will now try to re-establish our friendship to how it was since primary school graduation.

Unfortunately i dont have a photo of them. But yeh, thats whats on my mind this moment in time. An old friend, with old memories.

Korean-Chat.

So basicly the Koreans at uni have been talking. It's the 5th time this month i've been asked this question "why are you still single?"

They've been telling me stories about how their korean, and that their korean friends, and their friends, are dating cambo's. And that their Cambo friends also have Korean girlfriends.

So apparently im deemed to have a Korean girlfriend. Although my previous two have been Malaysians haha.

This is the first i've heard of this conspiracy, although i wouldnt mind a Korean girlfriend haha. Interesting talk going around haha.

Kim Ta got PLOCKed!

At UniSA we are very competitive people. We are in-fact many things. In-fact many things define us. Such as Tetris, PLOCK, 13, Uno, Dares, Connect 4, rock paper scissors, black and white (or should i say "Yellow and Yellow") haha, hide and go seek, smarty pants, chair racing, fb harrassment, jelly bean fights, gym, foosball, air hocky, pool, ice soccer, and of course bubble tea.

So IN YOUR FACE KIM TA!

We are known for many things. such as:

Kim Ta: King of Uno, King of Connect 4, King of Slaps.

Pan Li: King of Jerk, King of 13, King of PLOCK, King of Smartypants.

Chris Voung: King of Tetris, King of Pool.

Thong Ho: King of Jerk, King of Hide and seek, King of fb harrassment, and the King of the Gym.

Kevin Miao: King of Jerk, King of bullshit, King of Foosball.

Delphine Thiu: King of Jerk.

Clara Nguyen: King of Rock, paper, scissors.

Thao Nguyen: King of dares.

Mei Shi: King of Jelly bean guessing.

Another WTF moment.

So this photo pretty much sais it all. I'm sure you wont need me to describe where? you'll figure it out, nah i'll do it anyway.

I bet ya if it showed more than 3 pictures, there would be a fourth and a fifth. It's no wonder i cancled the event haha jk.

Because we're family. (:

Pan: Have you got my back?

Kim Ta: I've got you're back.

Pan: Oh shit, you really do!

Kim Ta: I know rite!?

Kims awesome for those who havn't met her yet, yep, i've got a pretty awesome family in the east side.

Random #4

Apparently i look like this guy from superjunior.

To be honest, i dont see the resemblence, however it is a compliment so i'll take it. thanks guys.

Will you fight for love? or would you fight to love?

If you truly love her, then let her go.

I've always wondered what that sentence meant. I think its one of those things that only apply for a moment. For example: You let her go and then you're living the moment, then you think WTF have i just done? and you cross the world to get her back, and then you think "oh thats why" but deep inside you're thinking, it so wasn't worth it, cus, had you not let her go, it would have all resulted the same.

Theres no such thing as a knight in shining armour, in reality the closest thing, is a guy who puts you first and makes you laugh. I guess thats the type of knight i am anyway. not very special haha.

Laughter is the best medicine.

The world needs protection.

Don't you just feel worn out sometimes?

Good people get worn out too. why is that so?

I think inside each of us, we know that we're capable of hurting others. And even though we try to protect them as much as we can, they still hate us because their hurt is more than they can bear.

The perfect distraction.

Friday night marked the start of SWATVAC for us UniSA students. We began studying independtly, however that didnt last very long, one by one, we walked out of study to begin socialising. What began as socialising lead to something abnormally awesome, "the birth of Noah". Thats right, Friday night was the night we became God's and created life from not just a normal bottle, but a Mango ice tea bottle. have a look.

haaaaaaa....ve you met Noah? :D

And of course, the family photo. Which consists of Sanha, Elysia, Kim and I. And they lived happily ever after. (:

except for bobby he died of failness R.I.P. haha jk :P

The perfect hand,

Choosing friends is like playing cards (13). Hold on to the ones you need, and let go of the ones you dont. Keep the ones you value and you will never lose.

'One see's well only with the heart, the essentials is invisible to the eyes'.

WHAT THE GAY! I GOT BLACKMAILED.