Valentines Day is coming.

Valentines Day is near once again. Another year nowhere. Will work for love (haha love that sign).

I was right.

Just had the urge to share these two epic photoes haha.

I have something on my mind at this moment, so im going to blog it. Where the heck is everyone tonight? and i learnt something just 5 minutes ago. I'm too nice, despite how i express my actions, im still nice. Someones been on my mind lately, not in a cant get her off my mind type of way, but a, i dont know how much longer i can tolerate this person kinda way.

Most people arnt afraid to let them know, but i for one, i keep my own feelings to myself. Perhaps its bad, but in my defense, why would you want to know that someone doesnt like you? haha yeh i get alot of "you cant start something and not finnish it" but its time to go rogue.

Phoenix.

I wonder who created the myphical Phoenix. Was it told during a story? It's definiatly the coolest myphical creature out there, way better than the unicorn and the chimera. Although gryphons and hippogryphs are pretty cool, dragons too. But come on, a creature thats fire itself, thats way cooler than any Jaime Ma i know.

The footpath ahead.

Alice in Wonderland.

Think carefully and seriously about where you want to be five years from now, without considering how, and hold on to that image for a while. That's all it takes to start the process of creating your future.

Random thought:

Ding!

I wonder if everybody has atleast somebody they can never have. Not in a "she's out of my league" type of way. But more like, despite whatever circumstance may surface, it is invetiable to have that particular person for yourself.  

Perhaps its the responsible way. To avoid disasters such as two individuals wanting the same persons.

If it were me, if i had that kind of power. I'd make a split decision, becuase with that kind of power, you would have billions of choices, and billions of thoughts skipping through your mind. You'd worry about the right choice.

Whereas if you just use that authority in that split thought of a second, you wouldnt have to worry about the right choice, and you'd be content, i would be.

Who loves you?

I have a philosophy. And its about who loves you (not really). Okay, its more about, how do you know if you like someone. My Philosophy is that you occasionally, begin my talking about them. Bringing them in small conversations with others. Some people talk about the person without knowing that they're developing feelings.

This is why i dont talk about particular people to individuals. Becuase if i do so, im aknowledging that i have mutual or potential feelings to offer to a persons. I mean, if you do like someone, then its okay, then talk about them all you like, go for it haha. Thats if your not afraid to like someone. On the topic, it has occured to me that i might actually be afriad to like someone this time round. I like them but i want to keep it between myself? You can never be too safe with friends.

Friends think it's okay to slip, they think they know best for you. Now some people tell friends because they see this is a benefit, in letting it out. And occasionally it works both ways, depending on how you see the situation and the outcome. Sometimes friends do it with the right intention, sometimes they do it to tease.

Anyway, i have another philosophical hypothesis on friends and best friends. Best friends, tend to get in the ways of many thing. Such as new friendship, relationships, events, school and more. It's good to have a best friend, but then while having that best friend you forget how to socialise with others. Your best friend becomes your preference. Now as a guy, i prefer my best friend to be female. And i would think Girls wouldnt be the opposite, girls have alot of girl friends, and in my opinion, that is unhealthy.

In a recent video that i viewed. Theres a girl emphasizing that girls compliment each other in order to recieve compliments, not all girls do this of course. Girls also bitch in order to make friends. Guys preferablly, talk about games/cars/sex/girls to make new male counterparts. And girls who have sisterhoods are kinda annoying in my opinion, its like everything to them is serious, you cant joke with them or the sisterhoods gonna shank ya!

Okay back on track. So, liking someone has its ups and downs. What ive learnt is that age is also just a digit. However, i think most people want to be-careful with whom they like because, everyone has their own judgement. With me, the person who i like, would have to be someone that people view as "Wow, shes so pretty and nice!" have a real good sense of humour!

Yet its so hard to find someone like that. It's so hard to find a nice girl, why? And it hurts me to say, that sometimes, those who we think we know, are more possible of being your soulmate than someone new. People are never who you'd expect them to be, until you've developed feelings for them, you begin to see an entire new side/person in them.

So, i asked Vanta and Elysia the simple question. Boy and girl perspective "how do you know if someone likes you?"

The following responded with:

Vanta: They start a conversation before i get the chance.

Vanta: Letting go and seeing if they come back.

Vanta: She smiles at you alot, followed by (i go gaga for smiles! {hahhaha! love vanta's responses!})

Elysia: He becomes shy when your around.

Elysia: He tells you stuff he doesnt tell others.

Elysia: He rememebers what you tell him in the finest detail.

Okay, wow! from a male and female perspective, they are totally different! Not what i expected, but good enough, i like Vanta's his is very similar to mine, thats how i know im a male specifman, for all you girls out there wondering lol.

The other day on the bus, T501 home. There was this pretty asian girl (alrite) i was sitting down, and she was standing. The bus suddenly breaked, she fell foward and grabbed my hands. And it occured to me that, the slightest touch of a girl, makes you think about them. I was thinking (baby i know, that was no accidental fall) haha jk.  But its true. As a guy, i like thinking about girls, its natural.

And whats with people telling me i have low standards? my standards are at the level that i can aquire such a person lol. If it were any higher, id have to be a super model haha. I always manage to get the ones that arnt suitable for me. I was talking to Sarah, and shes like "sif! heaps of girls like you man!" And in my defense "Yeh, all the ones im not after". And its true, i get enough coming my way, but i never get the one i want, the one thats suppose to look like my type of dream girl. Every guy has a dream girl, believe me. Its hard enough to find someone that corresponds to the dream girl image, yet alone getting them to like you. Yet i get a feeling, 2010 is my year.

Haha time to end the blog here, im sure alot of my blog fans are eager to read some (Peter Philosophy) i need to do more of these, and get back into the habbit of blogging again. Hope you enjoy!

Picnic. (:

Picnic 2010.

The day started of very cool in the morning, i woke up and headed straight to Sarahs house. We bussed it to town, had several phone calls. Sarah decides to bring a dish, and to make her feel better i agreed. Woolworths was closed for upgrade, so the shortest method was to China town. Went to Coles to buy a chocolate mud cake.

I get a phone call from Reece asking me where i am? i tell him i'll be there in 15. 20minutes later, his gone. Me and Sarah arrive an hour late, as the hostess of the event, its still expected of me to be hour plus late haha. I get a txt from a annomyous suspect saying "oi! where the fuck are ya?!" Me and Sarah arrive after wondering the beauty of the botanic garden. Need to re-visit that place, such a nice feel!

Man we get there and no food are left. It kind of annoys me that, i put so much effort all the time in hosting events, in the hope of equal participation. But everytime, its like people dont appreciate the ammount of time and effort it takes to pull of one of these things, not just for it to happen, but for people to enjoy themselves. Turned out 70% of people didnt bring dishes. I brought brownies, sushi and m&m's. It was also made so that new uni students this year, will beable to meet current uni students. But its still disapointing that even though it did go alright, people wernt very social to new people.

People wouldnt participate in games, people wouldnt move out of their comfy zone, people held on to the best friends hands and sat around people they felt more comfortable with. And that annoys me, becuase your gonna have to let go one point in life. Other people want to get to know others, but its easier if they're not in their own group, it makes others feel like they dont want to be none (speaking for an annoymous here).

Anyway, this photo made my day. Qouc takes a picture of Sarah, Sarah runs away with my phone, we catch her, and toss her to the ground. I start tickerling her ribs and poking her, she's yelling out "rape!!!!" and im yelling out "It's Okay!" hahaha. We ended up taking the phone back.

The day consisted of alot of card games, new people, frisbee, and basketball. 13 was hilarious, i also happend to drug one of my brownies for Jaime Ma. It was so funny, i forgot to execute that brownie from the rest and the surounding friends were like wtf! was quite interesting haha. People liked my brownies too bad i didnt make it haha. Was nice seeing Serena, Reece and Daren there.

Was really nice seeing Vi, putting some effort to come. Thong and Kevin one of the best companys you can have. We played creative frisbee games which was really fun and funny, our team were so cheap, we made our own bounderies (outs and ins) our own highs and lows. We ended up winning. The day could have been more social but it wasnt. Zoe, Melissa and Cherie, came so late (facepalm), that was disapointing, but atleast they came, nice to see familiar faces.

Inspiration! *-*

Haha so it seems lately i have been putting less effort into my blogs. Filling it up with countless photoes, little comments and less rabble. But it seems some people enjoy reading my blog, and some find my blog randomly, but either way, i will continue to blog more frequently, and more of my own philosophies. haha thanks Bec. I wonder which other randoms view my blogs haha.

People reading about my life, my encounteres, my problems. It's like i'm the main character in a movie, it's a nice image to have. Anyway i'd like to finnish this blog off with a recommended song.

MSTRKRFT ft John Legend - Heartbreaker

remember when I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows and butterflies
we did enjoy our happiness ?
when our love was over
I was such a mess

I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that´s when I knew
there ain´t no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it´s over
I still love you 

Epic food.

So tropical! love the idea haha, watermelon bowls for fruit and yoghurt!

Alot of cheeese!

Taste better than KFC wicked wings! they were friggen epic!

Chocolate strawberries + Cherries + some peach like fruit. (i forget what its called, nectarine?) haha.

Sugar cookies, i ate all the heart pieces haha.

Potato and egg salad, twas also epic, i could not distinguish the difference between egg and potato, it all looked the same haha.

Cupcakes, they were good too.

Absolutely love this idea too, i call it the fruitbab! all the right fruits and the best fruits!

Pasta from woolworths haha, it was also epic.

Christmas and 2010.

Early celebration for the new years and late celebration for xmas at Jono's.

Guitar hero ftw, we sucked so bad, died in about 10 seconds in haha.

The family portait. (Lyna, Qouc, Alan, Jacqui, Victoria, Sarah and Me).

Me and Vivian, we look like we're pissed off lol.

Christmas photo.

Heart face, we've become so creative with our photoes lol. Strawberry faces, if Sarah ever uploads the photoes.

Qouc, Lyna and Me. (intruding haha)

Gossiping and planning another event on the balcony haha.

Me and Uncle, his drunk haha kept trying to make me drink, and telling me to drive responsibly haha.

Happy New 2010. (:

Happy New Year!2010

2010 is our year haha. (thats what i feel anyway, better be good haha)

Me and Qouc (James) talking on the phone trying to locate Victoria and Jono. (i see them! i see them! see that car? "Vic" we're walking, oh... doo di doo)

Jono just goes under me and lifts me up, it was so funny, i was too afraid i was gonna fall haha.

And we have lift off!

Fire works were disapointing, only went for 2minutes, we ended up spending our morning at maccas, yep 2010 is going to be a fatning year. But with good company. tit twas fun.

Happy 2010 everyone, hope this is going to be your year as much as it's going to be mine.

Tooo shay!

How do you spell 2010?

You spell it with a Quoc, Sarah, Jono and Vic.